A new year is here, what lies in store?
A new job perhaps or could be something more.
Friends by your side every step of the way.
Why is it now that you ruin the day.
Once a friend to me and had my trust.
Broke that bond and now it lays to rust.
I did nothing but you crossed the line.
For now it is all up to time.
As it passes over like a cold wind.
Darkness comes with fingers that bind me.
Cannot move and cannot speak.
It laughs at me calling me weak.
I left that door open, look what happens.
All that internal pain, my bones are snapping.
To mend my bones, I must let go.
what has held me back, to climb out of the hole.

Loving You, My Brown Eye Kitty

Flying high, through my mind.
The world is cold and you are kind.
Treating you like the angel you are.
As the night sky rolls in. We look up at the stars.
Close your eyes a make a wish.
Suddenly I feel warmth from your kiss.
Holding tightly my heart beats heavy.
 Looking ready, to go on this journey.
To a place where we are all alone.
Building up the relations, on our own
Being in the same room just take my breath away.
I love you is the only thing I want to say.
If you hungry, I’ll share my meal.
If you’re hurt, let put something on it so can heal.
Our story will never end, it will go on.
Experiencing new things and having fun.
Taking Pictures and talking bout Soulja Boi
Surrounding myself with you gives me joy.
Keeping our feeling so close.
Gently kissing your nose.
Writing messages to each other.
Saying I love you to one another.
Thanking you for everything you done.
I really want to see you now. It makes want to run.
It’s time for the cat and squirrel to have fun.

Meeting You- A Miracle

Meeting you the 1st time in the ccb.
Feeling attached, is this Destiny?
From watching Star Trek to going to the beach.
Cuddling softy together each week.
Showing me that i can be myself.
To be ourselves and nothing else.
Nights of passion,gentle touching.
We have something instead of nothing.
Blessed by God and everlasting Faith.
To be a that hero thats saves the day.
A cat with brown eyes.
Looking at her, I feel alive.
She playing with the little gray one.
Laughing alot and just having fun.
Loving you on this special day.
Spending as much time with you.
YAY!
Walking through the Snow.
Suddenly the cold air blows.
Blows us farther away from each other.
With our faith strong we hold on.
Pull you closer to me and hug you tightly.
Never upset and never fighting.
Loving my Orihime who smiles
It makes me feel warm for a while.
The cold is ignorant of who it hurts,
Just bring up the bad, makes a good day worse.
Christmas day, the day a miracle happened.
God led me to you, to me that feel like a miracle
Thank you for being more than girlfriend.
It may be the end of year, but for us there is no end.

So Long 09

The snows falls, wind hardens the ice.
The end of the year is here, isn’t that nice.
Being with friends, just hanging out and laughing.
During this time of year, people should be happy.
Looking for families and the presents they have.
Not having that for a while makes me sad.
Leaving that in the past, remembering it just hurts.
Telling everyone about how bad it is, it gets worse.
I am content with having my life.
  Under the dirt, trying to forget the knife.
Cutting me into pieces, that’s enough.
Times are hard, life is rough.
Love ones hold hands.
Listening to Alternative Rock bands.
Taking pictures to keep the memories.
Knowing that this is part of your destiny.
Having that person who loves you.
What more do you need for it to be true.
A book, read the story about love.
The way they feel, the way they hug.
Christmas is almost here.
9 days later comes the New Year.
Fall semester came and now its over.
Keep the warmth because the world is colder
The spring follows up close by.
Put away the problems and let them fly.

Let Yourself Go.

To be myself in a world full of fraud.
The person trying to be someone they're not.
Tries to do any thing except the right thing.
Is it really worth it to sink that low?
To give up everything up for some recognition.
To believe that doing that you will be happy.
Sadly no one tells you that it doesn't last forever.
More or less, it pays to be yourself and no one else.
In time you can accomplish your goals and more.
To  be able to smile, even in the rain.
Life is much more than a game..
When you're feeling alone, God is always with you.
When bad things happen, think of the good.
Wind comes and goes, so naturally.
From where its flows, it's a mystery.
From the air above and the earth below.
All that matter is where you decide to go.

Nov 4th

Flying faster than any plane.
Trying to keep one’s mind sane.
Worrying about the things that haven’t happened.
Take it easy before your head snaps.
Things try to get in your way.
Society mocks those who speak out.
Let them hear you, with your very own mouth.
One step at a time, and then say.
You’ve been selfish, why should you have your way? 
I am me, not him or her.
Confidence in his voice, he sounds sure.
People would rather fight one another.
If someone dies, a friend or a brother.
If you make a choice, think before moving on.
One minute is there, the next is gone.
Meet people who have an good influence.
Inspiring as they are, feeling their presence.
Feeling better after all the nervousness.
The fire has calmed down.
A smile has appeared on his face.
He looks down at squirrel and cat.
Petting them and says thank you.
Being there for him, is all that matters.
Those other things, break down and shatter.
Life is what you make it , live it and enjoy yourself.
If something is difficult, then ask for help.
Help doesn’t just come to you.
When you ask, you always learn something new.
To be that person who helps out.
Who doesn’t complain and shout.
You may feel a little better about the people you’ll meet.
Nothing is perfect, Life isn’t always so neat.
There are sharp corners and dead ends.
When we are alone, God gives us friends.
Bonds are what brings people closer together.
Nothing can break them, not even time.
They last forever.

When you're Troubled

Every day I wonder, are people born in hate?
Do they still feel guilty about their mistakes?
Something going wrong happens more than the good.
People need to take responsibility.
If they can fix it they should.
Do people try to change it?
Some defend it but others just switch.
Taking seriously what people are saying.
Life isn’t a game, no one is playing.
It’s a struggle when darkness comes.
It’s relief to see the rising sun.
A bad example should never be followed.
Following the path will leave in sorrow.
Pain that takes and consume you.
Do you let it? Or do you start brand new.
We have problems we face.
Sometimes with people, you are in the right place.
 Friends that care and someone to love.
In need of comfort, give them a hug.
For good times lie ahead.
Instead of thinking bad thoughts, try good instead.