Loving You, My Brown Eye Kitty

Flying high, through my mind.
The world is cold and you are kind.
Treating you like the angel you are.
As the night sky rolls in. We look up at the stars.
Close your eyes a make a wish.
Suddenly I feel warmth from your kiss.
Holding tightly my heart beats heavy.
 Looking ready, to go on this journey.
To a place where we are all alone.
Building up the relations, on our own
Being in the same room just take my breath away.
I love you is the only thing I want to say.
If you hungry, I’ll share my meal.
If you’re hurt, let put something on it so can heal.
Our story will never end, it will go on.
Experiencing new things and having fun.
Taking Pictures and talking bout Soulja Boi
Surrounding myself with you gives me joy.
Keeping our feeling so close.
Gently kissing your nose.
Writing messages to each other.
Saying I love you to one another.
Thanking you for everything you done.
I really want to see you now. It makes want to run.
It’s time for the cat and squirrel to have fun.

Meeting You- A Miracle

Meeting you the 1st time in the ccb.
Feeling attached, is this Destiny?
From watching Star Trek to going to the beach.
Cuddling softy together each week.
Showing me that i can be myself.
To be ourselves and nothing else.
Nights of passion,gentle touching.
We have something instead of nothing.
Blessed by God and everlasting Faith.
To be a that hero thats saves the day.
A cat with brown eyes.
Looking at her, I feel alive.
She playing with the little gray one.
Laughing alot and just having fun.
Loving you on this special day.
Spending as much time with you.
YAY!
Walking through the Snow.
Suddenly the cold air blows.
Blows us farther away from each other.
With our faith strong we hold on.
Pull you closer to me and hug you tightly.
Never upset and never fighting.
Loving my Orihime who smiles
It makes me feel warm for a while.
The cold is ignorant of who it hurts,
Just bring up the bad, makes a good day worse.
Christmas day, the day a miracle happened.
God led me to you, to me that feel like a miracle
Thank you for being more than girlfriend.
It may be the end of year, but for us there is no end.

So Long 09

The snows falls, wind hardens the ice.
The end of the year is here, isn’t that nice.
Being with friends, just hanging out and laughing.
During this time of year, people should be happy.
Looking for families and the presents they have.
Not having that for a while makes me sad.
Leaving that in the past, remembering it just hurts.
Telling everyone about how bad it is, it gets worse.
I am content with having my life.
  Under the dirt, trying to forget the knife.
Cutting me into pieces, that’s enough.
Times are hard, life is rough.
Love ones hold hands.
Listening to Alternative Rock bands.
Taking pictures to keep the memories.
Knowing that this is part of your destiny.
Having that person who loves you.
What more do you need for it to be true.
A book, read the story about love.
The way they feel, the way they hug.
Christmas is almost here.
9 days later comes the New Year.
Fall semester came and now its over.
Keep the warmth because the world is colder
The spring follows up close by.
Put away the problems and let them fly.

Let Yourself Go.

To be myself in a world full of fraud.
The person trying to be someone they're not.
Tries to do any thing except the right thing.
Is it really worth it to sink that low?
To give up everything up for some recognition.
To believe that doing that you will be happy.
Sadly no one tells you that it doesn't last forever.
More or less, it pays to be yourself and no one else.
In time you can accomplish your goals and more.
To  be able to smile, even in the rain.
Life is much more than a game..
When you're feeling alone, God is always with you.
When bad things happen, think of the good.
Wind comes and goes, so naturally.
From where its flows, it's a mystery.
From the air above and the earth below.
All that matter is where you decide to go.

Nov 4th

Flying faster than any plane.
Trying to keep one’s mind sane.
Worrying about the things that haven’t happened.
Take it easy before your head snaps.
Things try to get in your way.
Society mocks those who speak out.
Let them hear you, with your very own mouth.
One step at a time, and then say.
You’ve been selfish, why should you have your way? 
I am me, not him or her.
Confidence in his voice, he sounds sure.
People would rather fight one another.
If someone dies, a friend or a brother.
If you make a choice, think before moving on.
One minute is there, the next is gone.
Meet people who have an good influence.
Inspiring as they are, feeling their presence.
Feeling better after all the nervousness.
The fire has calmed down.
A smile has appeared on his face.
He looks down at squirrel and cat.
Petting them and says thank you.
Being there for him, is all that matters.
Those other things, break down and shatter.
Life is what you make it , live it and enjoy yourself.
If something is difficult, then ask for help.
Help doesn’t just come to you.
When you ask, you always learn something new.
To be that person who helps out.
Who doesn’t complain and shout.
You may feel a little better about the people you’ll meet.
Nothing is perfect, Life isn’t always so neat.
There are sharp corners and dead ends.
When we are alone, God gives us friends.
Bonds are what brings people closer together.
Nothing can break them, not even time.
They last forever.

When you're Troubled

Every day I wonder, are people born in hate?
Do they still feel guilty about their mistakes?
Something going wrong happens more than the good.
People need to take responsibility.
If they can fix it they should.
Do people try to change it?
Some defend it but others just switch.
Taking seriously what people are saying.
Life isn’t a game, no one is playing.
It’s a struggle when darkness comes.
It’s relief to see the rising sun.
A bad example should never be followed.
Following the path will leave in sorrow.
Pain that takes and consume you.
Do you let it? Or do you start brand new.
We have problems we face.
Sometimes with people, you are in the right place.
 Friends that care and someone to love.
In need of comfort, give them a hug.
For good times lie ahead.
Instead of thinking bad thoughts, try good instead.


 

 

Questions of the Confused

What does mean to have friends?
 Stressed out, coming out of your bad home.
Thinking that everyone is your enemy
Parents don’t want anything to do with you.
Is that truth?
Is that is what is taught to kids and teen alike?
It shouldn’t be like this, but there is a way.
One man’s dream is more than I can say.
Living and never giving up the will to go on.
 Darkness keeps us down, but we still have the dawn.
Those with no voice rise up and open up your mouths.
Break down the ignorant with a loud shout.
Instead of good things, you hear a horde of slurs.
Conflict arise, reason through words.
Carry not a heavy heart.
Try to grasp it and it breaks apart.
 It’s worth it to accept those who love and care.
Keep hope alive and no more despair.
The enemy comes with their weapons.
I have only one, my faith leading me in the right direction.

What's on the menu?

What is on the menu today?
Just taking time for me is what I can say.
In which the zone I live in.
It remains remotely hidden.
Why do I stay there I ask?
Do I need a mask?
To go out in to society
Living a lie and being a phony.
That’s not always the case.
You don’t have to feel lonely.
There are things you want to erase.
And yet these we hold on to.
Leave it behind and all that left is you.
No more, no less
 There’s enough with this pointless mess.
Arguing and fighting.
Running and hiding.
Will it every stop ever?
It will stop only if we say never.
To have faith in what you believe in.
Believe in yourself in order to begin.
The object called life and we humans that exist here.
Let the good times count all the way to next year.

My Story

To be able to live with one self is truly challenging. People believe they know what goes on in society but, sadly things change. I am an example of that. I am person who has no recollection of who he once was. I am 21 years old and it is the year of 2009. I live with my father in an apartment with 7 others. Though not comforting at all, it is after hard to live a place like this. It is hard for me to cope with school, being here, and at work. Even trying in my class it seems like a challenge. With no place beside school, work, and Tara’s house I feel trapped and there isn’t anything I can’t do about it. But I don’t give up hope to do better and try to accomplish something in my life. Some things I found interesting to do are play cards, write poems, and learn more things in Japanese. There more to live than to sit in a house a drink your life away. College as I know is not a waste of time, but it can lead to many opportunities.  I don’t expect any one of my family to understand me. For the record I really can’t remember them either. It will take some time for me to work through this .My friends seem really helpful and I am grateful enough for them. I also thank God for watching me give me strength in whatever I do.

I know from this it takes a lot more than ignorant people to stop me accomplishing my goals.

My Old Room

The memoirs of time has passed.

Winter is coming soon.

Yet I cannot forget about my old room.

Just being in here feels like déjà vu.

Time’s hands turn back just a little bit.

Looking back in this room, what did I miss?

Pulling out the P.C

Writing some poetry.

All comes together like lines of symmetry.

Missing the cat in my dreams.

Feels a wall goes in between.

What life seems to be….

And yet,

I wake up back in my old room,

Taking a sip of green tea.

Reading about Ichitaka and Iori.

Wondering about love.

Wanting that special Hug

Thinking about my plan

Living as guest in a friend’s home

Not feeling alone.

That terrible pain is gone.

Laying down in my sleeping bag.

Closing my eyes in prayer.

This day was good, Tommorow is next

Live life with no regrets.

The Other Option

A man wakes up about 9:00 am
Feeling cold he puts a shirt on.
Goes to bathroom, takes a shower.
Puts his Clothes on, Eats some Raisin Bran.
Leaves the house, Feeling depressed.
Wishing that he was near his friends.
He walk the 20 mins to the school.
He goes up to the 2nd floor.
In the room in the corner
He sees favoritism among the people.
His friend doesn't seem to notice but
the others do.
He feel the content of playing a game.
But he wonders why do people act this way
No trust, bonds are broken.
All are selfish with their own desires.
He leaves the building in disgust.
Wandering looking for his cat.
He finds it and is happy.
The man wants to help out anyone
who is really down.
To be there for someone to encourage them
To not throw their life away.
The man also has a problem with in himself
Sometimes the option comes to him.
Plan B is always a good plan.
Talking to someone helps .
God watches over him and leads him
in the right direction.
Believe in yourself and take what's
good that come into your life.
There is always Plan B.

JiSatsu

Where does life take me.
If i only knew it would be funny.
To see whats others see and feel.
Eating the banana and throw away the peel.
A person who is lost and unable to find the way.
she listens and hangs her head.
All because of what people say.
Hurtful thing that penetrate the heart.
watching as they fall apart.
On the ground, the scattered pieces.
Ignored and stepped over.
Picking up the revolver.
Alone in a room.
Nothing but an endless feeling of gloom.
Hold it high to your head.
Pull the trigger, 1 more person is dead.
What is in the victim's mind?
All the people around her,
like she is the only one of her kind.
No, because of ignorance and neglect.
who knows anyone could be next.
This will not stop.
Everyone has problems, even cops.
Until a person comes and stands tall.
People snicker and say "you have no balls"
Believing to do the right thing
To able to do good.
Working together
United as One
Solve problems without a use a gun.
Let the clouds fade out.
and the sun comes in.
Being happy with others
the nightmare is over
YOU WIN! :)