Let Yourself Go.

To be myself in a world full of fraud.
The person trying to be someone they're not.
Tries to do any thing except the right thing.
Is it really worth it to sink that low?
To give up everything up for some recognition.
To believe that doing that you will be happy.
Sadly no one tells you that it doesn't last forever.
More or less, it pays to be yourself and no one else.
In time you can accomplish your goals and more.
To  be able to smile, even in the rain.
Life is much more than a game..
When you're feeling alone, God is always with you.
When bad things happen, think of the good.
Wind comes and goes, so naturally.
From where its flows, it's a mystery.
From the air above and the earth below.
All that matter is where you decide to go.

Nov 4th

Flying faster than any plane.
Trying to keep one’s mind sane.
Worrying about the things that haven’t happened.
Take it easy before your head snaps.
Things try to get in your way.
Society mocks those who speak out.
Let them hear you, with your very own mouth.
One step at a time, and then say.
You’ve been selfish, why should you have your way? 
I am me, not him or her.
Confidence in his voice, he sounds sure.
People would rather fight one another.
If someone dies, a friend or a brother.
If you make a choice, think before moving on.
One minute is there, the next is gone.
Meet people who have an good influence.
Inspiring as they are, feeling their presence.
Feeling better after all the nervousness.
The fire has calmed down.
A smile has appeared on his face.
He looks down at squirrel and cat.
Petting them and says thank you.
Being there for him, is all that matters.
Those other things, break down and shatter.
Life is what you make it , live it and enjoy yourself.
If something is difficult, then ask for help.
Help doesn’t just come to you.
When you ask, you always learn something new.
To be that person who helps out.
Who doesn’t complain and shout.
You may feel a little better about the people you’ll meet.
Nothing is perfect, Life isn’t always so neat.
There are sharp corners and dead ends.
When we are alone, God gives us friends.
Bonds are what brings people closer together.
Nothing can break them, not even time.
They last forever.

When you're Troubled

Every day I wonder, are people born in hate?
Do they still feel guilty about their mistakes?
Something going wrong happens more than the good.
People need to take responsibility.
If they can fix it they should.
Do people try to change it?
Some defend it but others just switch.
Taking seriously what people are saying.
Life isn’t a game, no one is playing.
It’s a struggle when darkness comes.
It’s relief to see the rising sun.
A bad example should never be followed.
Following the path will leave in sorrow.
Pain that takes and consume you.
Do you let it? Or do you start brand new.
We have problems we face.
Sometimes with people, you are in the right place.
 Friends that care and someone to love.
In need of comfort, give them a hug.
For good times lie ahead.
Instead of thinking bad thoughts, try good instead.


 

 

Questions of the Confused

What does mean to have friends?
 Stressed out, coming out of your bad home.
Thinking that everyone is your enemy
Parents don’t want anything to do with you.
Is that truth?
Is that is what is taught to kids and teen alike?
It shouldn’t be like this, but there is a way.
One man’s dream is more than I can say.
Living and never giving up the will to go on.
 Darkness keeps us down, but we still have the dawn.
Those with no voice rise up and open up your mouths.
Break down the ignorant with a loud shout.
Instead of good things, you hear a horde of slurs.
Conflict arise, reason through words.
Carry not a heavy heart.
Try to grasp it and it breaks apart.
 It’s worth it to accept those who love and care.
Keep hope alive and no more despair.
The enemy comes with their weapons.
I have only one, my faith leading me in the right direction.

What's on the menu?

What is on the menu today?
Just taking time for me is what I can say.
In which the zone I live in.
It remains remotely hidden.
Why do I stay there I ask?
Do I need a mask?
To go out in to society
Living a lie and being a phony.
That’s not always the case.
You don’t have to feel lonely.
There are things you want to erase.
And yet these we hold on to.
Leave it behind and all that left is you.
No more, no less
 There’s enough with this pointless mess.
Arguing and fighting.
Running and hiding.
Will it every stop ever?
It will stop only if we say never.
To have faith in what you believe in.
Believe in yourself in order to begin.
The object called life and we humans that exist here.
Let the good times count all the way to next year.

My Story

To be able to live with one self is truly challenging. People believe they know what goes on in society but, sadly things change. I am an example of that. I am person who has no recollection of who he once was. I am 21 years old and it is the year of 2009. I live with my father in an apartment with 7 others. Though not comforting at all, it is after hard to live a place like this. It is hard for me to cope with school, being here, and at work. Even trying in my class it seems like a challenge. With no place beside school, work, and Tara’s house I feel trapped and there isn’t anything I can’t do about it. But I don’t give up hope to do better and try to accomplish something in my life. Some things I found interesting to do are play cards, write poems, and learn more things in Japanese. There more to live than to sit in a house a drink your life away. College as I know is not a waste of time, but it can lead to many opportunities.  I don’t expect any one of my family to understand me. For the record I really can’t remember them either. It will take some time for me to work through this .My friends seem really helpful and I am grateful enough for them. I also thank God for watching me give me strength in whatever I do.

I know from this it takes a lot more than ignorant people to stop me accomplishing my goals.